sebelum nak kahwin.. kena sayang diri sendiri dulu. sebelum nak kahwin.. kena belajar pandai-pandai dulu. sebelum nak kahwin.. kena doa banyak-banyak dulu. sebelum nak kahwin kena pandai manage hidup dulu. sebelum nak kahwin.. kena pandai urus stress dulu. sebelum nak kahwin.. kena pandai jaga hati orang dulu. sebelum nak kahwin.. kena pandai??
*please add some more >_< *uish.gatal. ehh biala!! org nak tau :D
perjuangan itu mendambakan pada kesungguhan + kekuatan mental yang luar biasa. bukan dicapai dengan menerbitkan banyak alasan-kekalahan-keputus asaan tapi dengan menghadirkan kerja keras+doa yang setia! :D
tapi sesungguhnya ketahuilah saya tak perasan itu semua. *skema! mungkin kerana terlalu fikirkan yg positive.
kalau ikut hati memang saya rasa masa depan saya hancur. tiada siapa yang boleh sangka saya akan jadi seperti hari ini. but then, BE POSITIVE! and i am strong by the LOVE from HIM subhanallah.HE's was so great and will be great forever.
yeah, i'm blessed with beautiful classmate, hardworking guys,even kami tahu kami tak berapa nak pandai so kami berusaha. siapa sangka saya yang tak punya basic accounting ni boleh dapat dean's list. it was so alhamdulillah. and siapa sangka carry mark paper accounting saya yg almost half from the total and when it comes to final it rise to a great grade! even i wish for 4flat.DIA tak nak bagi lagi sebab DIA nak saya lagi bersungguh. *i will!! being with them was so such a great moment.
sepanjang saya berduka i just wish that my spirit will come back. i just wish that i can continue my life better. i just wish that i have a great roommate,great classmate,great lecturers
and i know i can do nothing except keep pray the best from HIM. i was just, "O Lord i know who i am.it's not me to choose everything but YOU,so just bless me with the best.only you the ALMIGHTY
aktiviti wajib bersama kanak-kanak di dalam kereta. mentang-mentang kampung belah pantai timur ni highway banyak kona sane sini. bahagiakan bersama kanak-kanak. haihh cik aishah mentang-mentang sedang bahagia bersama kanak-kanak. p/s nanti cik esya upload picture adam okeyy.
having great time with the cuzies and 'anak sepupu' hari ini saya berjemuran di tepian pantai. ohh.panas sekali cuacanya. saya dah lama tak mandi pantai okeyy saya dah lama tak menikmati pantai okeyy. silau sekali. dan saya berjemuran hampir 4jam.hebat bukan? saya pulang dengan muka kemerahan. saya rasa muka saya mengada nak merah-merah cani.haisshh
awal muharam dah dekat. result pun dah dekat nak keluar. sem baru pun dah nak mula. kemudian,waahhh.saya dah 20tahun. urrrmmmmm.dua puluh okeyy.
by the way,saya teruja nak mula sem baru ni. khairan jazak to syuhada and sakinah. buku-buku warisan sangat bermakna. boleh jimat duet. boleh senang faham. banyak nota conteng-conteng. the more the better. p/s kinah,syu, in future conteng banyak-banyak lg okeh. saya tahu fatin mesti dah rindu saya sangat-sangat sebab tak email lagi notes yg saya dapat. heee.jap eyy ten. maka dengan itu senarai buku saya bertambah. yeahhhh!!!
bukang senang utk menerima sesuatu yang kita benci. tapi apakan daya. Allah itu lebih mengetahui. setiap perkara mesti punya hikmahnya. kalau kamu buat sesuatu kepada seseorang sila lah tunjukkan hikmahnya. supaya dia faham dan lebih menyenangi kamu.
assalamu'alaikum dear guys (cam ade je org bace blog neh) lima haribulan sudah hari ini.lima hari lagi yang mendebarkan. seram okeyy. by the way,cuti dah lama mula.dah nak habis pun saya nak update blog tapi..banyak betul gangguan fikiran at last,type jela.. credit to auni yg call pagi2 and remind suh update.heeee thnx dear :) hati mati. hati sedih. sedang mencari kegembiraan. miss my roomate. i noe u glad to hear diz ada,dayah n kak lin. susah btul nak kua ngn korg! miss my classmates. classmates yg sgt memahami. sehati.sejiwa. can u imagine study at the library with the whole class. petang2 jogging sama2.heyy miss u much la!!!! rasa cam sampai grad tanak tukar class. currently cam pening2 nak susun schedule. menyusun jadual dating dengan sahabat2 bercinta sampai syurga. juga merindu adik2 spm espcly yg di utara sana mis u girls!!! i try to make my dream real for u dears.
dia pergi.dia datang. hati tetap sakit.
haihhh.tadi berjalan-jalan sana sini.sorang kawan ni lost his friend.takziah.kafaa bil mauti mau'izhon.cukuplah mati itu satu peringatan.tears rolling down.aku mati nanti cane la kan.everything was so fast.kawan tu baru je keluar lepak-lepak,having great time with friends.suddenly he was not so well.just for a few days,Allah dah panggil dia pulang.aku nanti sempat ke aku nak peluk cium org yg aku rindu.urmmmm.most important,am i really ready for it.subjective.bila sedih memang cam tak larat dah nak teruskan hidup but then bila semangat,i even can stay up for the whole week 24/7 focusing on that work. itulah hati. semangat bila punya inspirasi. bahagia bila disenangi. sedih bila dikhianati. tenang bila diyakini.
semoga berjaya teruskan hidup. hiduplah baik-baik. do the best for everything. kita tak tahu amal mana yg akan diterima mungkin ia boleh jadi amal kita yg terakhir walau hanya tersenyum pada seseorang mungkin senyuman itu yg akan dikenang hingga akhir hayatnya
almost one month i tak jumpe kucing kesayangan i tu. mesti die rindu i kan? i pun rindu dapur kat rumah i. dah lama tak masakmasak. i boring makan makanan yang banyak ajinomoto kat sini. bersyukurlah. takpe next time i order mintak no-ajinomoto meal boleh plak. u tahu tak i nak exam ni menarik kan?? dah nak habis dah sem ni.
ohh exam ku~
CTU (islamic studies) -27th Nov BEL (english, language) -29th Nov MAT (business math) - 3rd Nov AIS (discovering computer) -6th Nov FAR (accounting) - 9th Nov
tenanglah jiwa. walau kau ditipu hati sendiri nak baik itu perlukan perubahan perubahan itu harus bermula dengan cubaan. mungkin sakit sikit. mungkin sebaldi air mata kau tangiskan. tapi itu untuk kebaikan. percaya lah ok? oh mata,kau berhenti menangis ok? jangan susahkan dia. hahaha.
kau pula. jangan nak lekehlekeh orang ok. kau jangan fikir kau je boleh jadi baik. orang lain pun nak jadi baik.
dan kau lagi. usah dipeduli hal orang kebanyakan. perlu ke kisah dengan baju baru dia. hahaha. perlu ke kisah dengan pakwe baru dia. hahaha. perlu kau kisah dia pakai perfume baru. hahaha.
kalau kau nak aku tau kau boleh dapat lagi hebat dari semua itu. tapi kau tak pilih jalan itu. kau kata kau hebat dengan akal kurniaan Allah pencipta kau. ayuh,buktikan lah!
kerja kau banyak. usah kau peduli si tukang kejar dunia sekangkang kera. kerana kau perlu yakin nikmat syurga hakiki yang abadi itu. nikmat selamanya la beb!
aku tahu kau rasa berat. nak berubah memang berat. waking up the sleeping giant is not easy. tapi perlu gerakkan gergasi itu. atau bila tiba kecemasan dia tak sempat lari susah nanti. haru tak sudah.
hey dear, bear in your mind HE the GREAT is your LOVE bear in your mind the WORLD you live in is just FOR A WHILE. so dear, relax ok? kejap je lagi.. :)
boring kan kalau beremosi? semua kerja tak menjadi bila terlalu beremosi saya sedang berusaha mengawal emosi sebab saya selalu buat kerja dengan emosi emosi bersungguh emosi tekun emosi berfikir saya suka berfikir sehabis mungkin Allah kan suka orang yang buat kerja dengan tekun dan bersungguh.jadi tak salahkan? orang kata saya ni terlalu banyak berfikir sampai nak makan pun berfikir semalam dah makan sayur kobis means xde klorofil klorofil penting untuk keperluan kesihatan atau nanti saya akan bengap buat math sebab xcukup klorofil dan zat besi atau saya akan sembelit sebab xmakan sayur yang banyak fibre. macam pagi tadi saya keluar awal ke kelas sambil menunggu di pondok comel itu ada kepompom yang teman saya.(betul ke eja? duduk U dah lupa BM) sangat comel dia tonggektonggek. saya pula cuitcuit dia dengan pensil. saya berfikir kenapa dia tonggektonggek. akhirnya setelah berjaya menonggek baru saya tahu kepompom tu tu nak masuk betulbetul kat dalam cocoon dia. dia sejuk ke? itu saya kena tanya veterinar.hahaha tapi kadang emosi yang berlebihan ni membawa padah saya akan menangis bila teringat sesuatu terutama ketika membuat FAR100 erk.apakah kaitan FAR100? takpe abaikan. yang penting sekarang saya nak test FAR100 malam ni. saya tak boleh beremosi lebihlebih. oh tabah lah hati.tabah.tabah.tabah.tabah.
oh GOD.final tinggal SEBULAN.test FAR tinggal DUA MINGGU.sedang MEMAHIRKAN DIRI dengan balance sheet dan income statement.yah.yah! da tanak nanges.ok dear,stop mengade! teguhkan lah langkahku! heaven! dah lama tak rasa bersemangat waja kembali ke asrama. oh GOD u bless me with beautiful friends,nice campus. love them MUCH. even saya tak dapat apa yang saya impikan 5tahun yang dulu,yang saya rancangkan dan idamkan sepanjang 5tahun itu. yep i know YA RABB u know me MUCH. even MUCH better than me myself.U grant me with beautiful and nice people around me. who support me MUCH and LOVE me MUCH TOO!! no body will expect what i have right now. guys,trust me. this is me. hahaha! ok tears,no please.. and now i dont even know what HE will bless me MUCH in the future. the best thing is always having a good touch with HIM. yet sometimes memang "oh GOD,jeles gile dengan budak nih" but keep saying to the heart. he know u MUCH dear. everyone got their own ways,their own rezeki. so always be thankful and be nice to others. erti hidup pada memberi bukan?
alhamdulillah. i'm off to 'there'.yeah everything is new and everything is okay! love the roommate much! =) love the class love the lecturers love the subject what ever that have been written for us is HIS plan try to accept for what ever it is trust me la you'll be happy one day..=)
i can't see how we leave behind someone in need won't we heed their final plea can't we see their hearts still bleed my back won't turn justice is the final word this won't be a dream differed emerge from the darkness ummah rise
see you and i are one in the same we feel a need to change don't wanna blame ourselves for a reckless lifestyle that we're living today no peace no treaty no conversations no pride no pity no Muslim nation don't we got a name to protect realize this we got Islam on our back representing truth how can we survive it ain't instilled in the youth steady losing grip of the faith remove the mask of ignorance and put on a new face embrace a new change for the better maybe we can see the day when we all survive together stand tall, rise up, stand firm, stand up be proud, unite, look in my eyes and I'll shout it out
i don't wanna see no pain no more in the eyes of innocent people i don't wanna witness this injustice, hear no, speak no evil cuz i feel my heart is in my throat i don't wanna see another fall i don't wanna take another glance my people just stand tall stand tall stand tall woah my people just stand tall
i can see the faith and hope in you the fire in the eyes for the one who cries truth i can see the pain i can take the blame i can see the troubles that we all overcame now can you see the faith and hope in me can you feel the fire that is soon to freeze can you hear the screams can you feel me breathe can you see me prayin cuz I'm on my knees now prayin for the day that we all can live prayin for the day that i teach my kids all the right and wrong i gotta stay strong say it one more time my people stand tall my people just stand tall woah my people just stand tall
i don't wanna see no pain no more in the eyes of innocent people i don't wanna witness this injustice, hear no, speak no evil cuz i feel my heart is in my throat i don't wanna see another fall i don't wanna take another glance my people just stand tall stand tall stand tall woah my people just stand tall stand tall stand tall woah my people just stand tall
i can't see how we leave behind someone in need won't we heed their final plea can't we see their hearts still bleed my back won't turn justice is the final word this won't be a dream differed emerge from the darkness ummah rise
i don't wanna see no pain no more in the eyes of innocent people i don't wanna witness this injustice, hear no, speak no evil cuz i feel my heart is in my throat i don't wanna see another fall i don't wanna take another glance my people just stand tall stand tall stand tall woah my people just stand tall my people just stand tall
hahaha~tah kenapa jatuh hati dengan movie ni..3 idiots in good quality,it makes me laugh and sometimes it makes me cry!! anyway lagu ni best!! *sorry for the clip cover
actly ni lagu lama tapi really luv this song much2!!
Monday, May 3, 2010
salam, ape khabar? sekarang mood saye macam biskut. kejap ade kejap xde. hahaha~ ok,nyway alhamdulillah~ kaki dah much better "doc! i can go shopping for a day!" hahaha~ tiap kali jumpe doc msti doc tanye dah boleh shopping bape lama hahaha~ once he promise me to go for shopping "i like PS n kota raya..let's come with me" hahaha~ tapi still worried for my ankleyang tak membenarkan saye solat seperti biasa lagi it's hard to iftirasy.huhuhu jadinye saye dah lama tak sujud btw,sekarang saye dah pandai gelak banyak-banyak saye tak nak sedih-sedih lagi saye tahu saye masih banyak peluang tapi still rasa macam tak pernah puas nak nangis kesian kat org yg slalu pujuk saye tu.mesti die dh pnat..huhu.. p/s : thnx dear! luv u much!! it'll be a booster for me to move forward guess what,saye dapat tiga peluang to further my study even still got a chances in science stream! jadinye,saye jadi confiuse la plak hahahaha~ either nak terjun ke numbering o stay with science confiuse sampai menangis kot hahaha~ agak pressure di situ orang ni suruh amek ni,orang ni plak nak ni aish.. urm,baru-baru ni saye telah dilayangkan ikut 'sepupu buncit' saye konvo aka wisuda kedoktoran paling best shopping kot hahahaha~ "okeh,esya n tiyah listen here..kte ade byk section nak pg..juz amek ape suke then kte test kt fitting room,klo rse orait kte amek" hahaha~ main amek je ape suke then kalau tak nak bagi je kat salesgirl tuh hahaha~ saye dah pandai shopping laju-laju! saye memang target untuk menamatkan tempoh berhibernasi saye selepas pulang dari sanaHORAS!!! ambil semangat kaum batak yang bersemangat untuk teruskan hidup walau dengan apa jua punca rezeki yang mereka dapat tak pernah jemu pujuk untuk beli barang jualan mereka
danau toba from satellite
the lake surrounds by the mountains
view from the hotel
actually gamba tak upload lagi dari camera hahaha~ nanti lah ye? saye pun masih menanti gambar dari camera 'sepupu-sepupu buncit' saye yang mengada memanjangkan tempoh layangan ke aussie plak..huhu..jgn lupe uncle tobby's esya tau!!
lately ni macam agak blur~ [aisha,stop bluring!!] hati macam mendung je rasa.. tapi tak ada pula symptom macam nak ribut. uhu jalan-jalan sana sini tengok-tengoksampai kat satu web ni, "aisha,buat la ni!"haha huhalang-alang bahan semuanya ada berjalanlah ke dapur letak bahan-bahan then tutup periuk "pop..pop..pop.." gembira sangat dengar bunyi tu!! first time buat popcorn!! buka je periuk,penuh satu periuk! hahahaha..seronok sangat! nape tah lately ni seronok buat experiment di dapur. huhuso kepada sesiapa nak belajar buar popcorn boleh la tanya k?
hehepop corn kernels
perasaan pun berkembang dengan letupnya pop corn nih! hehe..
nak tukar flavour len pun boleh instead of butter and sugar..saye kadang-kadang letak strawberry syrup..jd la warna merah..hehe..my lil bro luv it veri much!!
An eldest sister. A daughter. A student. Once a hafizah who keep struggling for her quran's hafazan. Once a commander. Once a student with much responsibility. A success creator. A traveler in seeking HIS love.
