Saturday, March 26, 2011

and when he loves me :)


"Sesungguhnya Allah SWT jika mencintai seorang hamba,
maka Dia memanggil malaikat Jibril dan berkata:


"Wahai Jibril, aku mencintai orang ini maka cintailah dia!"


Maka Jibril pun mencintainya,
lalu Jibril mengumumkannya kepada seluruh penduduk langit dan berkata:


"Wahai penduduk langit, sesungguhnya Allah mencintai orang ini, maka cintai dia."


Maka seluruh penduduk langit pun mencintainya.

Kemudian orang itu pun dicintai oleh segenap makhluk Allah di muka bumi ini."

(Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)

Sunday, March 20, 2011

the big panda.





i would like to congrats this week as it has produced a big panda.
the sad big panda.the inadequate sleep make her worst.grab all the beauty of life


the panda need to learn how to stand. how to stand alone.
how to survive without the strong tough bamboo.
so that he can climb up the tree.even it's slow.at least it's better than never

chaiyyok panda!!

te quiero

the heart will keep crying.
the tears keep rolling down.
these are not tears of sadness.
but the tears of agony and pain.
the tears of missing HIM the almighty.
the tears of begging HIM to give me the best for everything.

it's not easy to wake up yourself.
to wake up the sleeping giant inside yourself.
yes,the potential inside you is a great sleeping giant.
do wake him up!!





Thursday, March 10, 2011

up.up and away!!!

aishah ismail.
ruuning for the 4flat.

40 days more.

practise more on essay.
read more.
speak more.
write more.

read more.
mind map.
HAFAL.

do understand.
exercise.

jangan malas sayang.
the 4flat is waiting for you there.

do be sad.
put your headphone.
and your world is there.

versus me.

dear me,
kenapa nakal sangat lately ni?
mengada anda sungguh melampau-lampau.

i know i should not do that.
yeah.that is not aishah ismail.
aishah tak balas jahat kepada orang yang buat jahat.

awak.
prinsip saya simple je.
do respect others.

saya pun pernah rasa macam-macam pengalaman.
malas nak heboh je.
kalau nak list nanti tak muat pulak.


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

the biopsy.jangan keluh

"jangan asek nak merintih je"-love

yeah.
He do hear you.
even a small whisper from deep inside your heart.
be strong.

a small chance given to me.
have a deep conversation with my beloved friend.
even it seems nothing.
but deep inside she do raise me up.

kalau awak kat cairo perhaps we dont get this chance.
dokter yang sibuk dengan gigi manusia dan haiwan.lol
borak,gosip almost the time.weheee :D

we do share a great blog.
mas afzal and i do admit his brother do touch my heart.

mas afzal with positive lymphoma cancer.
mas afzal who is a medical student.
mas afzal who still keep with his high spirit
and never know how to give up.

he got to do the bone marrow biopsy.
took a high dose of drugs.
swallow the radioactive chemical to allow the CT scan.



this remind me of something.
the PRP.
Platelet Rich Plasma treatment.

got 6 weeks of plaster casting.
then followed by this treatment.



baring atas katil.
make the ankle clear to the doc.

even i got surrounded by the handsome doctors :P
it still doesnt make the pain away.


tahan.
genggam tangan.
pejam mata.
mengalir gak air mata.
dalam hati,
"wey doc ko tak payah nak bajet cool sangat la dengan aku.sakit!!"
i got to do this for every two weeks.
three times of PRP.
fun with needles.
damn pain.

and i do wonder how mas afzal got the strength to face the biopsy.
he got a big great strong heart.

which i wish to have too.

and his brother.
who further his studies from a single step.
until get the chance to work overseas.
being a lecturer at foreign university.
and
keep with his love for six years
and i cant stop my eyes from keep crying.
be strong dear!!

the mas afzal's blog. here
the mr.jep's blog (mas afzal's bro). here

Sunday, March 6, 2011

the memory.love



ada perkara yang memang kita sayang.
sayang nak mati.
sayang gila-gila.

tapi mak saya selalu pesan.
tak elok sayang gila-gila.
takut satu hari nanti kita hilang dia.

ya.saya benci itu.


saya sangat bersyukur.
saya percaya hingga hari ini segala yang berlaku
adalah dengan rahmat dan cinta DIA.
DIA juga yang saya cinta gila-gila.

semua yang hadir dalam hidup saya adalah perkara yang hebat-hebat.
yang melatih saya.
yang memaksa saya.
untuk gagah.
untuk tabah.

roomate saya selalu kata,
"kenapa kawan-kawan dan orang yang penting dalan hidup echa sume hebat-hebat?"

kawan-kawan program pun suka sebut,
"ohh aishah yang hari tu......"
saya tak tahu kenapa.
banyak perkara yang signikan berlaku.

ya.mereka sangat hebat.
ukhwah kami yang tiada tandingan.
kami berjanji untuk bersahabat sampai syurga.

mungkin dulu kami kanak-kanak yang tak nampak pun ukhwah itu apa.
yang dalam tiap persembahan,
"ohh lagu ni adalah untuk merapatkan ukhwah kami"
dari lagu akrab persahabatan yang..
"sesegar hijau daunan..."
what a memory la.
tak sangkakan dulu kawan main-main je.
sekarang dah berkongsi rahsia.
dah berbincang soal baitul muslim.*hikhikhik
dah sama-sama merancang masa depan
sama-sama membina wawasan.

dari kecik main kejar-kejar.
nyorok-nyorok bawah meja.
then ada pengawas yang marah *sangat comel!
sekarang kita semua dah dewasa.
dah masuk puluh-puluh.
ramai juga yang dah melangkah ke alam "berdua"

huuurrrmmmmmm.
itulah kitaran hidup kita.
harapnya kita tidak melakukan kitaran yang bodoh.
yang hanya,

kanak-kanak.
remaja.
dewasa.
tua.
mati.

live the life to the fullest.
pegang teguh pada tunjang yang dua itu.
as khalifah and hamba.
dan kalian adalah corak-corak kehidupanku yang agung.
karya hidup yang sangat agung.
bersama mencorak kehidupan kita.
mencorak dengan acuan redha Ilahi.
moga ukhwah yang kita semai di pelabuhan dunia,
akan berterusan hingga destinasi abadi akhirat.




love.harmony.


share from sahabat tercinta, asiah. i love you awi-awi!!!
 
to the fullest of life. - Free Blogger Templates, Free Wordpress Themes - by Templates para novo blogger HD TV Watch Shows Online. Unblock through myspace proxy unblock, Songs by Christian Guitar Chords